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sangat garang. da mcm harimau. suka sgt makan.plg suka pastry.masakan ummi pn x ley tolak. kuat tidur.plg byk tidur wktu disurh belajar.kenapa ye? badi agknye. kuat bce komik.haila2...ni tabiat x bguih. lbih dahsyat bile bce novel..pun sama, kurang bguih.. tp, ku lbih khusyuk dgn novel english...senyum hingga telinga~ tgkla tu, dlm byk2 bnde x de pn yg suka buat baik.haih~

Time forgets

People forget..
We forget..
Time forgets, how we used to laugh together,
time forgets, how we're neve apart,
time forgets what a small gesture could mean,
time forgets what a smile can do to change the world,
time forgets, all the precious little things we saved..
I hope you don't forget,
memories are often traded for gold..

don't read this..:P

apa yg anda bakal baca mungkin x akan disukai atau disenangi.
jangan kata anda tidak diberi amaran.
-gempak x ayat?-

keyh, macam ni la.
lately, aq slalu rase macam diperlekehkan.
rase macam dipandang serong.
kalau org laen yg buat macam tu, x pe...i don't giv a damn la.

TAPI, ni kawan2 aq sndiri.
kawan yg knal sjak 4 thn yg lps.
kawan yg kate-susah sng kite sama2.
kawan yg kate nak bina ukhuwah same2.
kawan yg janjikan segalanya akan ok.

ceyh, macam tu kire perlu pggl kawan lg ke?
i think NOT!

macam ni la.
kalau persahabatan 4 thn+ pun bley jd mcm ni,
ni blum kluar skolah lg.
betul lah ukhuwah tu senipis & serapuh benang.

minta maaf lah.
semua org ade tggjwab masing2.
benda yg betul perlu ditegakkan.
walaupun, dgn kawan kite sndiri.
jgnlah ambil hati sgt kalau kena tegur dgn sape2.
p'sahabatn x kan putus kalau setakat kena tegur kan?

kalau kawan tu da jumpa haluan yg berbeza dgn kite,
x kan la nk srh dye ikut kite jgk kn?
doakan yg terbaik utk dye.
kite lepaskan dye,
tapi kite x pernah lepaskan ikatan tautan hati kita.

77

kejohanan silat seni daerah..

benda yg aq tggu since form 1, form 5 bru aq dpt.
walaupun sekejap dan amat2 memenatkan, every moment of it was worth it.nothing can be compared to it.

ni bdak2 masal-me included.

team silat kitorg thn ni agk pelik sbb:
girls-semua silat harimau jatian lima
boys-semua silat seni gayong

walaupun sbnrnye bdk gayong yg prmpuan pn ade dan bdk2 laki harimau pn ade....naseb x menyebelahi diorg je sbnrnye....

credits to her (applause n cheers)

dalam hidup yg bru cecah....17 thn..ni...rasenye aq blum pernah jumpe 'something'
yg buat rase cam nk lompat2 then menari2..
maybe novel n sprint run ade mmbuatkn aq jd delusional.
dule aq rase tu la 2 benda yg buat aq rase hidup.
sekarang...tidak lagi...
ceh, ayat macam ape je kan?

aq bersyukur sangat aq jumpa org yg btul dlm masa2 yg aq keliru dengan keputusan yg aq buat.
aq gembira sangat aq luahkan masalah kt org yg memahami.alhamdulillah.

orang tu kata:

"kalau dah jumpa benda yg kau betul2 suka, kenapa nak lepaskn? kalau nk fikir duit je ke, tp hati x puas x guna jgkkn?
sekarang ni, gateway tu dah terbukak luas utk kau, kenape tggu lagi?
take the right decision-to make you happy"

mungkin, ramai yg x fhm.
selebihnya, x nak fhm.
yg lain mungkin x nk tahu lgsg.

aq mcm da jumpe siblings yg da lame terpisah.
aq mcm da jumpe other half aq balek.
aq x menyesal ada kat pdg kuarters sekolah 4 tahun lepas.
aq x menyesal saket2 belakang.
aq x menyesal dipandang serong oleh org2 yg x fhm.
aq x menyesal kene maki hamun dgn cekgu.
kalau ni bley dtgkn kebaikn utk aq dan org lain, apa salahnye?

credits tu madihah azhar sbb sggp dgr bebelan aq tnpa henti.<3

kittie kat~

.dot.dot.dot.dottie dot.

kt rumah ade kucing bru!
ksian dye...byk tragedi mnimpa..

alkisahnye, kucing ni lahir kt aspuri sambest.
tmpt yg malang bg dye, sbb x de byk mknn kt sini.
almaklumla, sume org mkn, msuk prut sndiri je - myself included.
kucing tu sbnrnye ade 2 ekor..
yg adek dye laaaaagiiii comel...
mata bulat mcm guli, suara ngiau2 boley buat org tergolek - everyone else excluded.

TAPI,
aq ngn hajar @ nur siti hajar b'hasrat la nk buat blek...
hajar nk bwk blek kuceng tu..
dye dpt tgkp yg kuceng yg kcik tu je...yg bsr cket da pndai,
ble taw kte nk tgkp,
dye m'cecet lari..
kuceng yg kcik tu x byk gerak...sbb tu sng...
lps hajar da bg kuceng tu kt ayh dye, kitorg pn sng hati.
sng hati kitorg tu skjap je.
ESOK, angin bayu bwk berita x menyenangkn hati..
kuceng kcik tu mati...
setelah disiasat tnpa autopsi, dye jtuh dr tgkt 2 rsenye..
sbb tu la x byk gerak...pastu diam je...ksian...

ksian kt kuceng yg bsr cket tu...aq pggl dye cengbang...stands for kuceng yg abang...sbb dye bsr cket..

hari jumaat-8.4.2011
tarikh brmkna, sbb bru blik dr terengganu....tu post len kali la.
aq nk blek rmh lps pn zawiah, bonda t'chenta da kasi, ape lagi,x kn nk melangut kt asrama je?
then, lps da angkut beg yg bknnye cket tu, ttbe cengbang tu lalu..
siap lompat2 lg..
toink..toink...dye lompat...comel KAN?
BGFIZ ngn UMMI pn t'igt..
dlu aq prnh ckp nk bwk blek kuceng....tp x buat2..
mse nk tunaikn janji da smpai...
the end...

cover your lies, wipe your tears.

ok...aq tipu.
aq control macho je sblum ni.

aq PALING gelabah bile org suruh pick between 2.
aq PALING takut bile aq taw kedua-duanye ade pro & con nye yg t'sndiri.

serius aq takut.
aq PALING takut jugak bile tahu mane2 keputusan yg aq ambil nanti,
akan memberi kesan kpd semua org yang...aq...sayang?...bolehla.sayang yang AMAT

you, I, love

sometimes, you just have to say it...right?

but, im not saying it..
technically, im typing it.:P

CHOICES.

Choice consists of the mental process of judging the merits of multiple options and selecting one of them. While a choice can be made between imagined options ("what would I do if ...?"), often a choice is made between real options, and followed by the corresponding action. For example, a route for a journey is chosen based on the preference of arriving at a given destination as soon as possible.

yeah.itu kata wikipedia.
kata aku yg habuk pn aq tak tahu amende tu,
pilihan.
choice tu ape?
pilihan.
pilihan tu ape?
choice.

tu jwpn cliche sume org la.(t'masuk tuan punya bdn)

pilihan tu perlu, bile kite berada di persimpangan jalan.

eh, org cakap sikit punye senang.

can you give a recommendation for me?

ceyh, aq nk kasi balas pakai cartoon ni;

kalau kne buat BIG, BIG, BIG DECISIONS,
keputusan yg kte kne timbal mne 1 lg baik, mne 1 kurg baiknye.

STEP 1

list down the pros and cons.

STEP 2

istikharah.

dan.........
doanye, yg aq pn bru tahu td,

-happy choosing-
^_^

tiki-tock

at times,
to tell you something is important.

at times,
you are so important that the urgency just go bye-bye.

Halaqah-Sentuhan Kalbu ep: Rasulullah

mighty white

haha..
ni la kali pertama aq rase keciwa yg amat sangat.

alkisahnya haritu aq masuk acara 200 m..
ya, aq tahu.
acara sukan.x hebat pn acara tu...bukannye 1500 m pn..
tp, big deal utk aq.
big deal utk org yg x genius thp giga.
big deal utk org yg rse bnde tu je comfort zone dye.
big deal for people who feel bliss in running.
big deal, got it?

i ran with all my might-mighty white style..cewah.
yg pnting, aq lari spnuh hati.
bile kt selekoh ke-3, aq nmpk banner cordova- CORDOVAROCKSDAWORLD!
sekilas, aq nampak muke2 adek dorm yg smgt thp mega.
then, aq pecut sampai habes.
alhamdulillah, aq dpt 1st..
serius, sronok giler...
at least, aq taw klau aq usaha btul2, aq bley buat
ape yg kite usaha kn, insha-ALLAH kte dpt.

TAPI, sebaliknye berlaku....jeng3~
mse announce name utk amek hadiah ats platform, nama aq tiada..
org yg dpt no.2 tyme lari td, di-announced no.1 and so on..
nama aq trus x de...

pergh rse menyengat bkn kepalang..
sblm lari aq dah set-lari cam nk gapai syurga..
rse cm bnde tu dah ade dlm tgn.aq dah pegang kuat2 dah rsenye.
rupe2nye TAK.

dah jd lesson yg plg aq akn igt.
amln aq blum ckup utk aq anologikn begitu.
even klu aq usaha byk mne pn, blum tntu aq akn dpt PRIZEnye
semuanye ketentuan DIA.

konklusinye,
tmbh la amln..
solat2 sunat lps maghrib tu jgn tggl walau penat mne skali pn.
rajen2 lg bgn qiam.
solat dhuha pn ko jgn cikelat..
bersihkan hati sucikn jiwa.
tajdid niat kau balik, pippa.

cordova....bluehhh...

nk taw x?
firqah cordova mmg la under cg wahdi,
TAPI, ape yg cg buat, sume di luar pengetahuan kami.
klu kau nk kate cg bias, MEMANG!
MEMANG cg tu bias..
tp, apsl ko nk crik psl ngn kitorg?
hey,at least, kitorg try men fair n square..
klu kau kate dr kte f1 cg pilih star-atlet msuk cordova,
TAKE A RAIN-CHECK la..

msti ade org rse aq bley stay kt cordova dr f1-f5 sbb aq bley sukan..kan3?
WRONG!!!!!
eh, hello, mse drjh 6, aq ni kaki batu+simen+kayu
kau rse aq bley sukn ke time tu?
badan pn setongkol je.....skrg pn same sbnrnye..
klu nk MENANG, ikut hati sndiri la...
klu nk MENANG, ikut usaha sndiri la..
klu nk MENANG, ikut kaki sndiri la...

makluman utk sume BAKAL2 ATLET SAMBEST,

klu rse nk mng bnde shiny2 kaler gold tu,

start running now la..
sbb, aq akn join jgk nk rebut bnde shiny2 kaler gold tu...
MUAHAHA~

nande?-tiru mirae-

what did i do?
aq rse aq x lyk lgsg ddk kt klas tu.
serius.
amira, ni ke yg ko doakn tuk kitorg?

klu da siap hw, ckp je la...
x yh la rse rndh diri plak...
aq bley je pulun siapkn klu semua org da siap..

pippa+mirae: korg da siap hw?
sumbody2: oh, blum lg, kte pakat same2 x yh buat ek?
pippa+mirae: ok..no hal la..

esoknye...
hri yg ditggu2 tlh pn tiba.
sronok weyh hri tu...
sbb, ble ustzh minx krgn je....
*ting..
tbe2 sume org kuarkn buku2 krgn diorg....
diorg da siap da rupenye...
time tnye da siap ke x....diorg x siap...btulla x siap...x siap salin blek cantek2 je...

huishhh....cmni ke gaya bdk2 t'lebih pndai??
x siap...ckp btul2 x siap....
dah siap....ckp la btul2 da siap..

ape yg aq dah buat thn lps smpi aq ade kt klas ni?

5 mggu yg memenatkn~

aq rse bru 5 mggu kte sume bersekolah...
setuju?

aq blek2 je..
rmh ni da mcm rmh org len..
pagar sume dah bertukar ganti..
dinding rumah dimake-up kan jd cantek...
calit sana calit sini...
bilik aq pn da jd laen..
len kaler je la kut...

itu permandangan bile da smpi rmh...

sblm smpi ke rmh td, aq blek ngn abg aq...
dye bwk member plak tu...
jd, aq yg kt blkg ni, mcm terhimpit la kn, mereka tu kaki mcm galah...
habis kerusi kereta tu ditolak keblkg..
naseb bek kaki aq ni galah dah pth sepuluh...huhu...

itu semasa pulang kerumah..

rewind blkg cket...
aq blek kul 4.30 ptg..
itu catat sejarah taw...selama 4 thn hidup kt sambest x prnh aq blek slps kul 3.30...
semua ni sbb...bncg ngn husainah ngn nas @ farah najihah..

x sgke dream kcik yg aq bntai sbut tyme 'english 4 young muslims' tu jd kenyataan.
crik pengalaman...
ekau tu dahla dah form 5..last year taw..
mmg literally tua...dah 17 thn hmpir nk 1 bln...
bak kata mira-yay!

pacal yg hina ni dipilih msuk debate

husainah-yg aq pggl sen ngn farah-yg aq pggl nas yg ajak aq & diorg sebarkn dakyah f5 kne crik pglmn..

mggu dpn lwn weyh...pastu trus lwn andalus yg di-kate-kn kental...
hbes, igt firqah len x mantap ke?
cordova bley mng la...basrah pn same....
cordova+basrah=sekutu mmbwa mutu..